Back then,
Posted on: Monday, July 19, 2010
Posted at: 12:31 AM
Posted at: 12:31 AM
life was so different.
I thought it was something to wake up at 3 in the morning to finish my work.
Now, it's something to be done before 3.
I thought spending $2 on food was a huge sum.
Now, I can hardly find anywhere selling food that cheap.
I spent each day napping if I wanted to without worries.
Now, I can't even nap in the day because I'm probably working in school.
I didn't have to care what I wore out.
Now, I feel the judgmental glares of society all around me.
If I misbehaved, the most I'd have gotten was a minor reprimanding but it'd be no more than a fleeting memory.
Now, I'd bury my head in shame.
Maybe, just maybe, society has forced us to age beyond what nature has planned for us. We're all so eager to break out of our kiddy shells and embrace reality for what it really is (or so we think). Right now, if you give me a second chance, I'd seriously contemplate doing so. Sigh.
Life.
I thought it was something to wake up at 3 in the morning to finish my work.
Now, it's something to be done before 3.
I thought spending $2 on food was a huge sum.
Now, I can hardly find anywhere selling food that cheap.
I spent each day napping if I wanted to without worries.
Now, I can't even nap in the day because I'm probably working in school.
I didn't have to care what I wore out.
Now, I feel the judgmental glares of society all around me.
If I misbehaved, the most I'd have gotten was a minor reprimanding but it'd be no more than a fleeting memory.
Now, I'd bury my head in shame.
Maybe, just maybe, society has forced us to age beyond what nature has planned for us. We're all so eager to break out of our kiddy shells and embrace reality for what it really is (or so we think). Right now, if you give me a second chance, I'd seriously contemplate doing so. Sigh.
Life.
Two sides pulling me like a game of tug-o-war.
Posted on: Sunday, July 11, 2010
Posted at: 8:58 PM
Posted at: 8:58 PM
Friday was bad for me 'cuz I felt really disappointed with myself submitting sub-par work for my CSA. I really hate submitting shitty work 'cuz I know that it's only shitty due to the fact that almost ZERO planning was done beforehand. Fuck, I'm damn thankful that this is just a draft and not the final piece.
And if my life's like a coin and Friday was one side of it, then Saturday would've been the other side.
Before I continue: HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY ASHWIND. FINALLY 17. HOPE YOU LIKED THE CAKE!
So, back to the topic at hand, Saturday was good! Met my bunz for brunch @ Yakun. Hehehe. Good stuff, especially when it's with bunz (: Headed down to Dhoby after that to meet the birthday boy and we headed over to BergerKeeng for a bit. Waited for the others to come, before going to cruise the Wangan Lines and chill (okay, not exaclty chill...) with our beloved spherical object.
Took a train from Dhoby to Stadium around 7 for more awesome cage action after that. I swear I LOVE going to the cage. It's kinda pricey (especially on weekeneds) but I don't really give a shit because the facilities provided are fantastic. Top that with friends who play to enjoy the sport (without frequently whinning about the slightest touches like pussies) and you really get one of the best few hours ever.
So anyway, 2 hours, many shots and about 20 pair of tired legs later, it was a wrap! Of course, that's before... *smack!* I'm sure Ashwind knows what I mean ;)It's a pity you bathed after playing but I'm sure you knew that that wasn't gonna stop us :)
So anyway, we made our way down to Chomp Chomp for dinner around 11. My dinner was growling incessantly by then (which I guess is kinda soft) considering the fact that my only meal the whole day was Yakun @ 12pm and I played soccer too. Gave up waiting for seats so we decided to order take-aways and ate a nearby park. To quote Javier Ng: "i never ever going to eat at the park again!! so hard to eat!" Yeah, that more or less sums up our ad-hoc picnic-like dinner.
And that....is that.
Y'know, it's funny how people can say the nastiest of things in a fit, when they're all arrogant and unaware of the reprecussions of their actions. Too bad for them though, it'd end up costing them. Funnier though, is how people find every possible excuse to protect their own egos, giving the most ridiculous of excuses to explain a setback. Sigh, what a joke.
Alrighty then, it's time I started on my management tutorials. Procrastinated for long enough. I'm tempted to blog soon (like, really soon,) so keep a lookout if you're interested.
Adios!
And if my life's like a coin and Friday was one side of it, then Saturday would've been the other side.
Before I continue: HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY ASHWIND. FINALLY 17. HOPE YOU LIKED THE CAKE!
So, back to the topic at hand, Saturday was good! Met my bunz for brunch @ Yakun. Hehehe. Good stuff, especially when it's with bunz (: Headed down to Dhoby after that to meet the birthday boy and we headed over to BergerKeeng for a bit. Waited for the others to come, before going to cruise the Wangan Lines and chill (okay, not exaclty chill...) with our beloved spherical object.
Took a train from Dhoby to Stadium around 7 for more awesome cage action after that. I swear I LOVE going to the cage. It's kinda pricey (especially on weekeneds) but I don't really give a shit because the facilities provided are fantastic. Top that with friends who play to enjoy the sport (without frequently whinning about the slightest touches like pussies) and you really get one of the best few hours ever.
So anyway, 2 hours, many shots and about 20 pair of tired legs later, it was a wrap! Of course, that's before... *smack!* I'm sure Ashwind knows what I mean ;)It's a pity you bathed after playing but I'm sure you knew that that wasn't gonna stop us :)
So anyway, we made our way down to Chomp Chomp for dinner around 11. My dinner was growling incessantly by then (which I guess is kinda soft) considering the fact that my only meal the whole day was Yakun @ 12pm and I played soccer too. Gave up waiting for seats so we decided to order take-aways and ate a nearby park. To quote Javier Ng: "i never ever going to eat at the park again!! so hard to eat!" Yeah, that more or less sums up our ad-hoc picnic-like dinner.
And that....is that.
Y'know, it's funny how people can say the nastiest of things in a fit, when they're all arrogant and unaware of the reprecussions of their actions. Too bad for them though, it'd end up costing them. Funnier though, is how people find every possible excuse to protect their own egos, giving the most ridiculous of excuses to explain a setback. Sigh, what a joke.
Alrighty then, it's time I started on my management tutorials. Procrastinated for long enough. I'm tempted to blog soon (like, really soon,) so keep a lookout if you're interested.
Adios!