I can't keep loving you if we ain't ever gonna be together, I ain't that great.
Posted on: Friday, February 23, 2007
Posted at: 12:04 AM
Posted at: 12:04 AM
Damn,
once again I should be doing my work & here I am, posting on this blog.
oh well.....
I can't help it la, i just feel like slping everytime i see maths related stuff. (yawns)
i know i should do something about it, but it ain't so easy, this ain't some story where it's happily ever after.
okok, i'll try to do my work la, can't slp too late,
felt damn tired during class yesterday. zzz~
oh yeah, ppl!
I GOT MY HANDPHONE BACK!! :D
geez, this past week without it has been like shit,
imagine not having your ez-linky-winky for 1 whole damn week,
how inconvinient it would be.
yeah, it's about the same thing.
anw, it feels awesome now that i've got it back. :D
i think i should be going back to my work first, so yeah.
cya ppl.
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I still love you.
i still loved you
after all that 'missing you',
you made me endure.
I still loved you,
even when you mentioned,
how much you loved some other guy.
I still loved you,
even with all your problems.
I still love you,
but it has to change,
if things are still gonne be the same.
Why is our future that seemed so great
starting to fade?
-----
once again I should be doing my work & here I am, posting on this blog.
oh well.....
I can't help it la, i just feel like slping everytime i see maths related stuff. (yawns)
i know i should do something about it, but it ain't so easy, this ain't some story where it's happily ever after.
okok, i'll try to do my work la, can't slp too late,
felt damn tired during class yesterday. zzz~
oh yeah, ppl!
I GOT MY HANDPHONE BACK!! :D
geez, this past week without it has been like shit,
imagine not having your ez-linky-winky for 1 whole damn week,
how inconvinient it would be.
yeah, it's about the same thing.
anw, it feels awesome now that i've got it back. :D
i think i should be going back to my work first, so yeah.
cya ppl.
-----
I still love you.
i still loved you
after all that 'missing you',
you made me endure.
I still loved you,
even when you mentioned,
how much you loved some other guy.
I still loved you,
even with all your problems.
I still love you,
but it has to change,
if things are still gonne be the same.
Why is our future that seemed so great
starting to fade?
-----
Geez, Bored.
Posted on: Wednesday, February 21, 2007
Posted at: 11:50 PM
Posted at: 11:50 PM
Geez,
i'm so damn bored now.
ain't gonna be a long post here,
cos im just writing this to kill time.
anw, today wasn't bad la,
just got a lil extra load of hw to do (yawns...)
i seriously don't feel like doing it now sia,
although i'll die if i don't hand it up by tmr..
yeahha,
it's so damn boring now.
and I'm still thinking of You,
-----
Hard as I try,
I just can't do it.
You're always in my mind,
day & night.
-----
(p.s - I CAN'T WAIT TO PLAY MAXIMUM TUNE AGAIN, HAHAHA. :D)
i'm so damn bored now.
ain't gonna be a long post here,
cos im just writing this to kill time.
anw, today wasn't bad la,
just got a lil extra load of hw to do (yawns...)
i seriously don't feel like doing it now sia,
although i'll die if i don't hand it up by tmr..
yeahha,
it's so damn boring now.
and I'm still thinking of You,
-----
Hard as I try,
I just can't do it.
You're always in my mind,
day & night.
-----
(p.s - I CAN'T WAIT TO PLAY MAXIMUM TUNE AGAIN, HAHAHA. :D)
& I'll seeya next year, CNY
Posted on: Tuesday, February 20, 2007
Posted at: 1:28 AM
Posted at: 1:28 AM
ahha,
the 2 days of CNY is over!
aww, time pasts sooo fast,
just 2 days ago (on sat) i told myself,
'hey, there's still 3more days of holis'
& today, this break is coming to an end. =[
well, today was spent with friends la,
pretty fun.
hmm, met up with some old classmates later on,
actually planned to go to one of their house's for a lil' get-together thingy.
but i couldn't in the end due to time constrain, awww.
went for a pretty good dinner later on,
had some fried salt, lemme tell ya,
that thing is l33t man!
ahh, i think i'll end here la,
kinda tired.
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If kisses were raindrops,
I'd send you showers.
If hugs were minutes,
I'd send you hours.
If smiles were waves,
I'd send You a sea.
& if love was a person,
I'd send You me
So come back please,
for I miss You.
-----
the 2 days of CNY is over!
aww, time pasts sooo fast,
just 2 days ago (on sat) i told myself,
'hey, there's still 3more days of holis'
& today, this break is coming to an end. =[
well, today was spent with friends la,
pretty fun.
hmm, met up with some old classmates later on,
actually planned to go to one of their house's for a lil' get-together thingy.
but i couldn't in the end due to time constrain, awww.
went for a pretty good dinner later on,
had some fried salt, lemme tell ya,
that thing is l33t man!
ahh, i think i'll end here la,
kinda tired.
-----
If kisses were raindrops,
I'd send you showers.
If hugs were minutes,
I'd send you hours.
If smiles were waves,
I'd send You a sea.
& if love was a person,
I'd send You me
So come back please,
for I miss You.
-----
Happy CNY people :-)
Posted on: Sunday, February 18, 2007
Posted at: 11:32 PM
Posted at: 11:32 PM
Hey people!
firstly, let me start off by wishing y'all a happy Chinese New Year!
gong xi fa cai..hong bao na lai...lalalala...
aiights, anw today wasn't that bad a day,
apart from my tongue feeling not so good!
there's a stupid ulcer below my tongue + the right side of it hurts, dang.
did the usual visiting, although we were late,
didn't see the usuals, cos we came after they left.
oh well.....
after that, we didn't see some cousins as well,
oh well.....
went to fourth aunt's place for dinner as usual,
hey, i saw some people i've never seen before there,
& some of the usuals weren't there.
oh well, i guess times change eh?
anyway, i can't believe it!
WTF WAS MAN U DOING YTD?!?!
HOW COULD THEY DRAW WITH READING?!?!
damn...oh, wait.
who was the referee?
GRAHAM POLL!
nothing much to say alrdy eh?
anw, man u wasted SO MANY chances >:[
now they gotta replay the match, zzz.
anyway, i'm hoping to see you tmr,
i think it's obvious who you are.
cos i'm still missing ya.
firstly, let me start off by wishing y'all a happy Chinese New Year!
gong xi fa cai..hong bao na lai...lalalala...
aiights, anw today wasn't that bad a day,
apart from my tongue feeling not so good!
there's a stupid ulcer below my tongue + the right side of it hurts, dang.
did the usual visiting, although we were late,
didn't see the usuals, cos we came after they left.
oh well.....
after that, we didn't see some cousins as well,
oh well.....
went to fourth aunt's place for dinner as usual,
hey, i saw some people i've never seen before there,
& some of the usuals weren't there.
oh well, i guess times change eh?
anyway, i can't believe it!
WTF WAS MAN U DOING YTD?!?!
HOW COULD THEY DRAW WITH READING?!?!
damn...oh, wait.
who was the referee?
GRAHAM POLL!
nothing much to say alrdy eh?
anw, man u wasted SO MANY chances >:[
now they gotta replay the match, zzz.
anyway, i'm hoping to see you tmr,
i think it's obvious who you are.
cos i'm still missing ya.
Why can't you tell me? Do you know how much I miss you?
Posted on: Saturday, February 17, 2007
Posted at: 1:23 AM
Posted at: 1:23 AM
Ya know,
it's true.
i know Myself best. but how the Fuck am I supposed to know what y'all hate about me when no one says anything?
Yeah, i know y'all are being nice, and i appreciate it. (seriously.)
I've been an ass at time, I know that. but it ain't on purpose & i'll try to change
BUT, some people don't like certain stuff i do to make em' happy.
so, Please tell me whatcha unhappy about.
-----
a man can't see everything around him,
he needs people to point out his mistakes.
that's why he needs friends to point em' out for him,
spare him the heartaches.
-----
Anyway, i just talked to her just now,
& i remembered this line very clearly -"we might not be meeting again"
& you wouldn't say why.
i seriously can't think about life w/o you, it just will suck.
fine, maybe i never said it loud & clear, but I love you.
did cha know how shocked & upset i was when i saw that msg?
so, please, let this be it a joke.
btw people..i'm sorry..but..i'm starting to have those fucking random thoughts again.
i'm gonna try to get rid of em'.
& i think i really hurt my knee quite badly yesterday, after i jumped from the fence.
now it can hurt w/o any notice, Damn.
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I loved you,
I really did.
I'd change for you,
in any lil bit.
so baby please,
don't be like this.
life without you just ain't right,
i don't wanna just think of ya every night.
Why can't we be Together?
i'd love you forEver
-----
it's true.
i know Myself best. but how the Fuck am I supposed to know what y'all hate about me when no one says anything?
Yeah, i know y'all are being nice, and i appreciate it. (seriously.)
I've been an ass at time, I know that. but it ain't on purpose & i'll try to change
BUT, some people don't like certain stuff i do to make em' happy.
so, Please tell me whatcha unhappy about.
-----
a man can't see everything around him,
he needs people to point out his mistakes.
that's why he needs friends to point em' out for him,
spare him the heartaches.
-----
Anyway, i just talked to her just now,
& i remembered this line very clearly -"we might not be meeting again"
& you wouldn't say why.
i seriously can't think about life w/o you, it just will suck.
fine, maybe i never said it loud & clear, but I love you.
did cha know how shocked & upset i was when i saw that msg?
so, please, let this be it a joke.
btw people..i'm sorry..but..i'm starting to have those fucking random thoughts again.
i'm gonna try to get rid of em'.
& i think i really hurt my knee quite badly yesterday, after i jumped from the fence.
now it can hurt w/o any notice, Damn.
-----
I loved you,
I really did.
I'd change for you,
in any lil bit.
so baby please,
don't be like this.
life without you just ain't right,
i don't wanna just think of ya every night.
Why can't we be Together?
i'd love you forEver
-----
Masterplan, successful. haha
Posted on: Friday, February 16, 2007
Posted at: 2:50 PM
Posted at: 2:50 PM
W00tzz!
today was awesome, at least in sch
i didn't expect syu, shwind & owyong to come as well, but it added to the fun, so...
that's gd!
had an hr+ of BORING maths lessons...
but it was fun after that. :D
when we were supposed to go to the hall for some boring programs, we decided to zhao instead ^^
and so a game of hide & seek started.
we wanted to walk outta the front gate but that would be like handing ourselves over, so we took the 2nd choice - climbing over the fence (:
had to evade plenty of teachers first though.
but hey, we still made it!
after we left, we wanted to take 158, but guess what? we only realised that 158 doesn't go by this route after half an hr -.- lol
then we made a Huge round round' the sch.
headed over to PS after that, watched epic movie.
quite a funny show...but the rest wanted to leave halfway thru the show...whatever.
then it started to get boring, syu went back to rosyth, while just & kai met up with alas.
i got so damn bored that i decided to go home la.
won't be going back to CHS this year.
& that's the end of the adventure..
today was awesome, at least in sch
i didn't expect syu, shwind & owyong to come as well, but it added to the fun, so...
that's gd!
had an hr+ of BORING maths lessons...
but it was fun after that. :D
when we were supposed to go to the hall for some boring programs, we decided to zhao instead ^^
and so a game of hide & seek started.
we wanted to walk outta the front gate but that would be like handing ourselves over, so we took the 2nd choice - climbing over the fence (:
had to evade plenty of teachers first though.
but hey, we still made it!
after we left, we wanted to take 158, but guess what? we only realised that 158 doesn't go by this route after half an hr -.- lol
then we made a Huge round round' the sch.
headed over to PS after that, watched epic movie.
quite a funny show...but the rest wanted to leave halfway thru the show...whatever.
then it started to get boring, syu went back to rosyth, while just & kai met up with alas.
i got so damn bored that i decided to go home la.
won't be going back to CHS this year.
& that's the end of the adventure..
A short & quick note.
Posted on: Thursday, February 15, 2007
Posted at: 10:57 PM
Posted at: 10:57 PM
Hey guys,
thanks to a certain teacher, i'm currently using another hp number.
My new hp no. is *91425769*
i'll be using this no. for a week or 2.
Find me at this no. till further notice,
thanks.
thanks to a certain teacher, i'm currently using another hp number.
My new hp no. is *91425769*
i'll be using this no. for a week or 2.
Find me at this no. till further notice,
thanks.
Why, oh why?
Posted on:
Posted at: 4:16 PM
Posted at: 4:16 PM
Damn, i'm super suay today sia.
let's see...
all this happened over the course of just an hour -
- kenna caught by jessica yap for eating -.-, ended up late for music - tio punish.
- I don't know why, but of all days, i had to feel like getting a bottle of water TODAY.
&..SO PERFECT, marcel lee passed by, catching me for my socks -.-
- When to get a damn pair of socks, and...marcel lee LEFT.
- couldn't find him after searching the whole school, zzz. decided to leave.
- Had soccer at the void deck, & MARCEL LEE CAME BY (like, wtf?!). got caught
for socks AGAIN.
- as soon he was done, it started to pour.
SUAY. -.-
& now i'm at home, typing this out - while being drenched.
oh btw ppl, my phone is confiscated for TWO WEEKS.
great.
it's damn hard to live my life w/o a hp damnit!
So...yeah,
I'm damn unlucky today & it only gets worse, when I think of you.
-----
I'm here without you,
I know i've felt it before.
This feeling ain't new,
but with each passing day,
i miss You so much more.
-----
let's see...
all this happened over the course of just an hour -
- kenna caught by jessica yap for eating -.-, ended up late for music - tio punish.
- I don't know why, but of all days, i had to feel like getting a bottle of water TODAY.
&..SO PERFECT, marcel lee passed by, catching me for my socks -.-
- When to get a damn pair of socks, and...marcel lee LEFT.
- couldn't find him after searching the whole school, zzz. decided to leave.
- Had soccer at the void deck, & MARCEL LEE CAME BY (like, wtf?!). got caught
for socks AGAIN.
- as soon he was done, it started to pour.
SUAY. -.-
& now i'm at home, typing this out - while being drenched.
oh btw ppl, my phone is confiscated for TWO WEEKS.
great.
it's damn hard to live my life w/o a hp damnit!
So...yeah,
I'm damn unlucky today & it only gets worse, when I think of you.
-----
I'm here without you,
I know i've felt it before.
This feeling ain't new,
but with each passing day,
i miss You so much more.
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It happened, I'm saddened.
Posted on: Wednesday, February 14, 2007
Posted at: 11:28 PM
Posted at: 11:28 PM
Yeapppp!
Finally managed to work the blogskins, thanks to Justin.
He has been helping me Tons with the blog, and I must thank him for that.
-Thanks Justin! You've been a big help! :D
Oh well, today is the 14th of February - a.k.a
-Valentine's day-
I didn't manage to spend it with her,
& for that, i'm sad.
but I guess it's ok,
everything happens for a reason.
Instead I went for maths tuition,
Geez, my maths is really deproving sia.
the more I look at the questions,
the harder they seem to me.
I can't learn much new stuff,
and the stuff that I had learnt is escaping my brain...
I gotta try to buck up, hopefully!
-----
Did cha' know?
Boredom kills,
This sounds so true,
The many times I sit alone,
Wishing for you,
You don't fully understand,
The seriousness of those three words,
You don't know how much they mean to me,
And how true,
Everytime I say them to you,
You don't realize how much I care,
How much it wears at me,
when you're away,
I want and feel the need to be with you,
Forever and always,
If temptation were to come knocking,
Rapping at my front door,
They would know,
They would be able to tell,
I'm taken,
& Forever True,
They would know the seriousness of these words,
When I say that,
"I love you."
-----
You aren't with me now,
though I sincerely wished that you were.
-----
I love you in each and every way,
it hurts so much when you are away.
I just have to call you and say,
I love you in each and every way.
& now, let me wish you.
Happy Valentine's Day,
My love.
Finally managed to work the blogskins, thanks to Justin.
He has been helping me Tons with the blog, and I must thank him for that.
-Thanks Justin! You've been a big help! :D
Oh well, today is the 14th of February - a.k.a
-Valentine's day-
I didn't manage to spend it with her,
& for that, i'm sad.
but I guess it's ok,
everything happens for a reason.
Instead I went for maths tuition,
Geez, my maths is really deproving sia.
the more I look at the questions,
the harder they seem to me.
I can't learn much new stuff,
and the stuff that I had learnt is escaping my brain...
I gotta try to buck up, hopefully!
-----
Did cha' know?
Boredom kills,
This sounds so true,
The many times I sit alone,
Wishing for you,
You don't fully understand,
The seriousness of those three words,
You don't know how much they mean to me,
And how true,
Everytime I say them to you,
You don't realize how much I care,
How much it wears at me,
when you're away,
I want and feel the need to be with you,
Forever and always,
If temptation were to come knocking,
Rapping at my front door,
They would know,
They would be able to tell,
I'm taken,
& Forever True,
They would know the seriousness of these words,
When I say that,
"I love you."
-----
You aren't with me now,
though I sincerely wished that you were.
-----
I love you in each and every way,
it hurts so much when you are away.
I just have to call you and say,
I love you in each and every way.
& now, let me wish you.
Happy Valentine's Day,
My love.
New blog, new hope?
Posted on: Tuesday, February 13, 2007
Posted at: 11:01 PM
Posted at: 11:01 PM
Hey guys,
decided to use a new blog.
I hope things will be better here.
Y'all can still go check my old one at -
scarsfromthepast.blogspot.com (if ya wish to)
anw, i'll post what i just wrote from my previous blog over.
~~~~~
It's been 3 days since I last posted something here,
it ain't a long period of time, i know.
however, in this 3 short days,
the world seems to have changed.
-Friends seemed to have turned into enemies
-Enemies seemed to have turned into friends
-What seemed to being going good turned bad
-What seemed hopeless suddenly has hope again
-Things that looked normal suddenly seemed wrong
& worst of all,I feel helpless, unable to prevent these changes from taking place.
I've gotta just sit there & watch the world change before my eyes.
I don't know why this is happening, but it ain't good.
Sometimes I wonder,
The good things that happened, were they just a joke played on me?
The bad things that happened, are they a blessing in disguise?
And..my knee seems to have gotten worse, I don't think I can hold out much longer,I planned for years, now it seems like it'll only last a year at max.
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If only I have wings
I’d fly across the skies,
To be with you my love-
the only wish I have.
The emptiness inside
I can no longer hide,
The more that I miss you
I am dazzled with your love.
Everyday of my life
I’m willing to live with you,
Even in the hereafter
I’ll keep thinking about you.
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decided to use a new blog.
I hope things will be better here.
Y'all can still go check my old one at -
scarsfromthepast.blogspot.com (if ya wish to)
anw, i'll post what i just wrote from my previous blog over.
~~~~~
It's been 3 days since I last posted something here,
it ain't a long period of time, i know.
however, in this 3 short days,
the world seems to have changed.
-Friends seemed to have turned into enemies
-Enemies seemed to have turned into friends
-What seemed to being going good turned bad
-What seemed hopeless suddenly has hope again
-Things that looked normal suddenly seemed wrong
& worst of all,I feel helpless, unable to prevent these changes from taking place.
I've gotta just sit there & watch the world change before my eyes.
I don't know why this is happening, but it ain't good.
Sometimes I wonder,
The good things that happened, were they just a joke played on me?
The bad things that happened, are they a blessing in disguise?
And..my knee seems to have gotten worse, I don't think I can hold out much longer,I planned for years, now it seems like it'll only last a year at max.
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If only I have wings
I’d fly across the skies,
To be with you my love-
the only wish I have.
The emptiness inside
I can no longer hide,
The more that I miss you
I am dazzled with your love.
Everyday of my life
I’m willing to live with you,
Even in the hereafter
I’ll keep thinking about you.
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