Screwed up, again.
Posted on: Sunday, July 27, 2008
Posted at: 11:03 PM
Posted at: 11:03 PM
I guess I'm just pretty bored, and screwed up. whatever me.
So, I'm posting on a sunday night when I have 3 tests tmr, and I can't really get myself to study, even though I know how important they are. Oh well.
Funny eh, how sometimes you tell yourself, "I should do this, it'd benefit not only me, but the other(s) as well." when no one else seems to care. I guess the sense of satisfaction that comes after that is good, but, what the fuck. It's still screwed up. It's hard to ignore it as well, isn't it.
Sometimes I ask myself, wouldn't life be so much easier if I just didn't care as well?
I also wonder, when a person is selfish, do they actually know it? Or are they unaware of it? But regardless, I guess it's best you let him/her know about it if you don't like it. Don't wait until it's too late.
Leave no stone unturned,
Leave no problem unsolved.
Never wait until it's too late,
before you do something about it.
Time and life is the same in a way I guess, they never wait for anyone.
Don't hesitate if you want to do something (:
sorry for the retarded post, just felt dumb again =/
-Tags
Thongs : ehhh, don't =/ haha, you played meh!
Kaiying : haha okay will do :D
Eddy : nono, clan is sian without me. LOL, jkjk. I still can't go on !!! D:
So, I'm posting on a sunday night when I have 3 tests tmr, and I can't really get myself to study, even though I know how important they are. Oh well.
Funny eh, how sometimes you tell yourself, "I should do this, it'd benefit not only me, but the other(s) as well." when no one else seems to care. I guess the sense of satisfaction that comes after that is good, but, what the fuck. It's still screwed up. It's hard to ignore it as well, isn't it.
Sometimes I ask myself, wouldn't life be so much easier if I just didn't care as well?
I also wonder, when a person is selfish, do they actually know it? Or are they unaware of it? But regardless, I guess it's best you let him/her know about it if you don't like it. Don't wait until it's too late.
Leave no stone unturned,
Leave no problem unsolved.
Never wait until it's too late,
before you do something about it.
Time and life is the same in a way I guess, they never wait for anyone.
Don't hesitate if you want to do something (:
sorry for the retarded post, just felt dumb again =/
-Tags
Thongs : ehhh, don't =/ haha, you played meh!
Kaiying : haha okay will do :D
Eddy : nono, clan is sian without me. LOL, jkjk. I still can't go on !!! D:
ahhh, z0mgggx.
Posted on: Sunday, July 20, 2008
Posted at: 1:47 AM
Posted at: 1:47 AM
woahhh, haven't posted for some time now, have I?
*Long post alert*
Man, I've been thinking a lot this past few days, really.
There are just so many things on my mind nowadays.
I've got so much to say, yet I've got so little time, so yeah.. I'd probably forget certain things until next time =/
Just an interesting thing my teacher once told me, your mind is clearest when you're under the shower host, washing off the dirt on you. Well, I've gotta be honest, I think that that's really true.
So, just as my head was under the shower host awhile back, many things came to my mind. You can say that they were starving dogs that were locked up, once given the key, you couldn't stop them from running free, into my brain in this case.
So let's see...
-Trust
This is one really common question, and I guess this answer is pretty common too :
Q : What's most important in a relationship?
A : Feelings.
Well, I guess that's true, cos w/o feelings, there won't even be a relationship. But what about trust? Isn't that equally important? If two parties can't trust each other, how could they survive being together in body, but apart in heart? Personally, I feel that w/o trust, you won't have many other things, like friends. I guess if no one trusts you, they won't really be there for you, and I think it's fair to say that in this world, it's really quite impossible to be a one-man show all the way, heck. It's impossible.
-Lies
The fastest way to kill trust, lies. Not once perhaps, not twice perhaps, hell, not thrice perhaps. But really, it's quite impossible to continue trusting anyone if they've lied to you repeated, well, not in the near future anyway.
In life, there are times when we're forced to lie, let's say when you need to get out of a tight spot before being toasted by your parents. But then, there are the other times too, the times when you mustn't lie, like in a relationship. Why should there be secrets between 2 people, supposedly so in love? Isn't love supposed to be the greatest thing on pretty fucked up world?
How could I trust you after all this, I'm really sorry but it's all but gone.
-Self Centered-ness
Ah, the never going feelings of self importance. It's in all of us, isn't us?
Wouldn't it be nice, if everyone else was under you? People would do things for you, work for you or even take the blame for you. But if everyone else is under you, wouldn't that make everyone suffer, just for you? Is that really fair?
I'm guessing whoever reads that would be laughing at me, probably thinking that I'm such a naive idiot. Well, maybe I am. So, sue me?
I can't really be bothered. Anyway, is it really that hard to put yourself into someone elses shoe? Can't you just let go off your pride for once and try to find out how while life might be good for you, it could be fucked up for someone else?
Like any slave, he probably has to apologise for your wrongdoings. Can't you apologise for your own shit? Why are you always in the right? Must you always wait for others to apologise first? Take the damn initiative! Is it that hard? Oh, and please, be sincere.
And when you're caught red-handed, you hope for a chance. Well, we all do I guess (: But, here's the thing. Do you truly try to repent, or do you just find some way to cover your mistake and up and make sure that no one catches you again?
Alrighty, enough of my babbling.
~~
So! Went for CHMA today and for SGSS's vocal & band concert on thursday. Both weren't too bad definitely, but the tix still cost me money! D:
Just some of the things that happened over the past 3 nights, nothing school related though.
The vocal & band concert was quite good, had tons of fun there. Too bad Kevin couldn't perform, aww. Reached there slightly late, but still caught most of it. Saw many of my teachers after it too. Headed to Funan's Macs for dinner after that, but was too late. So I headed for some food court with Kevin and Kuan (the rest went their own seperate ways) had dinner/supper there before taking 147 back to central and 53 back home.
Caught The Dark Knight on friday night. Met the others slightly late as usual, but hey, I was on time for the movie. Heck, I had time to spare. :D Bought myself a cuppa nuts and a hotdog for dinner. (I really regret that, cinema food is freaking expensive. But there was no choice though, that was my dinner.) Managed to get a ride on the last bus home so that saved me $ on cabbing fees (bloody expensive to cab nowadays }:< ) And back I was, home sweet home.
And finally, went for CHMA just now. Pretty much the same every year I guess (like how I'm never lucky in the lucky draw, LOL.) I was late, again... But still reached there before the thing actually started, so yeah, whew. ^^' . Met b there too. Headed to J8 macs for dinner/supper after that before going up to TKA for a short lil while. Trained back with B after that before finally cabbing home. (853's last bus is WAY too early #%#&#@@#! ) And back I was, home sweet home.
So yeah, that basically sums up everything so far.
Adios folks
-Tags
Thongs : hahaha, don't give up, must work hard. all the best! :DD
Ashwind : Of course. *smirks* hahaha.
Jeth : lolol, okayokay.
Shuting : hahaha, thanks, both for tagging and the well wishes! I shall try :D
Ryuu : haha hello Eddy, thanks for the compliment & tag! :D
~Open up my eyes to the things unseen~
*Long post alert*
Man, I've been thinking a lot this past few days, really.
There are just so many things on my mind nowadays.
I've got so much to say, yet I've got so little time, so yeah.. I'd probably forget certain things until next time =/
Just an interesting thing my teacher once told me, your mind is clearest when you're under the shower host, washing off the dirt on you. Well, I've gotta be honest, I think that that's really true.
So, just as my head was under the shower host awhile back, many things came to my mind. You can say that they were starving dogs that were locked up, once given the key, you couldn't stop them from running free, into my brain in this case.
So let's see...
-Trust
This is one really common question, and I guess this answer is pretty common too :
Q : What's most important in a relationship?
A : Feelings.
Well, I guess that's true, cos w/o feelings, there won't even be a relationship. But what about trust? Isn't that equally important? If two parties can't trust each other, how could they survive being together in body, but apart in heart? Personally, I feel that w/o trust, you won't have many other things, like friends. I guess if no one trusts you, they won't really be there for you, and I think it's fair to say that in this world, it's really quite impossible to be a one-man show all the way, heck. It's impossible.
-Lies
The fastest way to kill trust, lies. Not once perhaps, not twice perhaps, hell, not thrice perhaps. But really, it's quite impossible to continue trusting anyone if they've lied to you repeated, well, not in the near future anyway.
In life, there are times when we're forced to lie, let's say when you need to get out of a tight spot before being toasted by your parents. But then, there are the other times too, the times when you mustn't lie, like in a relationship. Why should there be secrets between 2 people, supposedly so in love? Isn't love supposed to be the greatest thing on pretty fucked up world?
How could I trust you after all this, I'm really sorry but it's all but gone.
-Self Centered-ness
Ah, the never going feelings of self importance. It's in all of us, isn't us?
Wouldn't it be nice, if everyone else was under you? People would do things for you, work for you or even take the blame for you. But if everyone else is under you, wouldn't that make everyone suffer, just for you? Is that really fair?
I'm guessing whoever reads that would be laughing at me, probably thinking that I'm such a naive idiot. Well, maybe I am. So, sue me?
I can't really be bothered. Anyway, is it really that hard to put yourself into someone elses shoe? Can't you just let go off your pride for once and try to find out how while life might be good for you, it could be fucked up for someone else?
Like any slave, he probably has to apologise for your wrongdoings. Can't you apologise for your own shit? Why are you always in the right? Must you always wait for others to apologise first? Take the damn initiative! Is it that hard? Oh, and please, be sincere.
And when you're caught red-handed, you hope for a chance. Well, we all do I guess (: But, here's the thing. Do you truly try to repent, or do you just find some way to cover your mistake and up and make sure that no one catches you again?
Alrighty, enough of my babbling.
~~
So! Went for CHMA today and for SGSS's vocal & band concert on thursday. Both weren't too bad definitely, but the tix still cost me money! D:
Just some of the things that happened over the past 3 nights, nothing school related though.
The vocal & band concert was quite good, had tons of fun there. Too bad Kevin couldn't perform, aww. Reached there slightly late, but still caught most of it. Saw many of my teachers after it too. Headed to Funan's Macs for dinner after that, but was too late. So I headed for some food court with Kevin and Kuan (the rest went their own seperate ways) had dinner/supper there before taking 147 back to central and 53 back home.
Caught The Dark Knight on friday night. Met the others slightly late as usual, but hey, I was on time for the movie. Heck, I had time to spare. :D Bought myself a cuppa nuts and a hotdog for dinner. (I really regret that, cinema food is freaking expensive. But there was no choice though, that was my dinner.) Managed to get a ride on the last bus home so that saved me $ on cabbing fees (bloody expensive to cab nowadays }:< ) And back I was, home sweet home.
And finally, went for CHMA just now. Pretty much the same every year I guess (like how I'm never lucky in the lucky draw, LOL.) I was late, again... But still reached there before the thing actually started, so yeah, whew. ^^' . Met b there too. Headed to J8 macs for dinner/supper after that before going up to TKA for a short lil while. Trained back with B after that before finally cabbing home. (853's last bus is WAY too early #%#&#@@#! ) And back I was, home sweet home.
So yeah, that basically sums up everything so far.
Adios folks
-Tags
Thongs : hahaha, don't give up, must work hard. all the best! :DD
Ashwind : Of course. *smirks* hahaha.
Jeth : lolol, okayokay.
Shuting : hahaha, thanks, both for tagging and the well wishes! I shall try :D
Ryuu : haha hello Eddy, thanks for the compliment & tag! :D
~Open up my eyes to the things unseen~
Peace, Happiness and Love. Not.
Posted on: Saturday, July 12, 2008
Posted at: 12:57 PM
Posted at: 12:57 PM
Hello world :D
I shall post a not so happy post in this happy looking blog.
Well, it only looks happy, yes?
& so, after perhaps a few gallons of crocodile tears (I guess?), obviously nothing has changed.
Same words,
same promises,
same actions.
This feeling is all too familiar and I guess when one's had enough, he's gotta move on in life.
You weren't even quick to apologise to begin with. Oh, no, wait. You didn't even know you should apologise. Then came the barrage of crocodile tears, seemingly crashing around you. Oh how convincing an act it was. And not to forget, we had those fucked up empty promises as the icing on the cake. How sweet it tasted I must admit.
Ah yes, I must have left this out : feelings.
'Now I know how it feels'
'I'm so fucked up'
blah blah.
You supposedly felt how I felt, obviously you didn't.
You said you tried putting yourself in others' shoes, perhaps you got the wrong pair.
You said you'd learn, I guess you got the wrong book.
Well, I guess we all differ - perhaps by a bit, or to a huge extent - from individual.
And of course, maybe you think I was a selfish scumbag for just hoping you'd remember my words. But hey, I remembered yours, and you didn't.
So I guess that makes you a lying, decieving, selfish scumbag?
I'd leave it to you to answer that question.
'And the poor victim, unable to do anything with a million different thoughts of helplessness running going through his head again and again, laid there, motionless, in a pool of blood and tears. For whom he thought, and trusted, to be his number 1 priority, repeatedly stabbed him in the back, mercilessly.'
And enough is enough, until you've showed me you aren't the person I portray you to be now.
I've stretched as far as I could, but you were still out of reach.
But I'm ready, when you are truly ready.
I shall post a not so happy post in this happy looking blog.
Well, it only looks happy, yes?
& so, after perhaps a few gallons of crocodile tears (I guess?), obviously nothing has changed.
Same words,
same promises,
same actions.
This feeling is all too familiar and I guess when one's had enough, he's gotta move on in life.
You weren't even quick to apologise to begin with. Oh, no, wait. You didn't even know you should apologise. Then came the barrage of crocodile tears, seemingly crashing around you. Oh how convincing an act it was. And not to forget, we had those fucked up empty promises as the icing on the cake. How sweet it tasted I must admit.
Ah yes, I must have left this out : feelings.
'Now I know how it feels'
'I'm so fucked up'
blah blah.
You supposedly felt how I felt, obviously you didn't.
You said you tried putting yourself in others' shoes, perhaps you got the wrong pair.
You said you'd learn, I guess you got the wrong book.
Well, I guess we all differ - perhaps by a bit, or to a huge extent - from individual.
And of course, maybe you think I was a selfish scumbag for just hoping you'd remember my words. But hey, I remembered yours, and you didn't.
So I guess that makes you a lying, decieving, selfish scumbag?
I'd leave it to you to answer that question.
'And the poor victim, unable to do anything with a million different thoughts of helplessness running going through his head again and again, laid there, motionless, in a pool of blood and tears. For whom he thought, and trusted, to be his number 1 priority, repeatedly stabbed him in the back, mercilessly.'
And enough is enough, until you've showed me you aren't the person I portray you to be now.
I've stretched as far as I could, but you were still out of reach.
But I'm ready, when you are truly ready.
SPAIN.
Posted on: Thursday, July 3, 2008
Posted at: 12:10 AM
Posted at: 12:10 AM
I know this is overdue, but heck
SPAIN, WINNERS OF EURO2008. WOOHOO.
Some Euro2008 related Spanishpanish facts (:
-9 of the 23 players listed for the 'Euro2008 dream team' were from Spain
-Xavi was voted as the Best Player of the Tournament
-Spain conceded the least number of goals in the whole tournament
-& last but not least, Fernando Torres wears T90 Laser II, HAHA.
okay those are common facts, just posted them for fun =p
roarrrr, bombarded with work.
laters!
adios folks!
SPAIN, WINNERS OF EURO2008. WOOHOO.
Some Euro2008 related Spanishpanish facts (:
-9 of the 23 players listed for the 'Euro2008 dream team' were from Spain
-Xavi was voted as the Best Player of the Tournament
-Spain conceded the least number of goals in the whole tournament
-& last but not least, Fernando Torres wears T90 Laser II, HAHA.
okay those are common facts, just posted them for fun =p
roarrrr, bombarded with work.
laters!
adios folks!