Nothing in particular
Posted on: Friday, April 27, 2007
Posted at: 11:46 PM
Posted at: 11:46 PM
Today was, well..nothing much in particular,
ok, maybe a lil bad, but nothing really much.
Maxtune was bad, bad baddddd!
in the aftnn, i went to meet Syu & Cleon there, ryan was there too.
damn sian, couldn't win much cos of slamming,
seriously la, slamming is fuck sian when over done, understand anot?
then we went to kai ying's sch to see her sports day.
pretty good, nice experience i guess.
but oh well, wtf, it was freakinnn malu can
oh well, headed back to J8 after that for some more tuning,
i swear it sucked even more.
played like crap, sigh.
Oh yeah, carbon + 8 spoke is rather...not-my-type..
and i wasted tons of cash today, zzz.
ok! i don't wanna go play MT tmr,
probably stay home to study, i should.
Yup, that's it.
I shall end here.
Adios folks.
ok, maybe a lil bad, but nothing really much.
Maxtune was bad, bad baddddd!
in the aftnn, i went to meet Syu & Cleon there, ryan was there too.
damn sian, couldn't win much cos of slamming,
seriously la, slamming is fuck sian when over done, understand anot?
then we went to kai ying's sch to see her sports day.
pretty good, nice experience i guess.
but oh well, wtf, it was freakinnn malu can
oh well, headed back to J8 after that for some more tuning,
i swear it sucked even more.
played like crap, sigh.
Oh yeah, carbon + 8 spoke is rather...not-my-type..
and i wasted tons of cash today, zzz.
ok! i don't wanna go play MT tmr,
probably stay home to study, i should.
Yup, that's it.
I shall end here.
Adios folks.
Friends are just disposable tools...
Posted on: Wednesday, April 25, 2007
Posted at: 10:25 PM
Posted at: 10:25 PM
...or thats the way certain people look at it, i guess.
i've been tons of thinking this few days.
and i've come to this conclusion : Friends are just disposable tools.
after seeing some of em act..
well, maybe it's jealousy, or maybe they think damn highly of themselves,
or maybe i've simply been having too many random thoughts.
This few days hasn't exactly been good,
but at least i've been able to see clearer.
I'm fucking sick of being Mr nice guy 95% of the time.
Right, peer pressure...it's stupid how ppl think its so easy to ignore it.
anw i've been doing some thinking, look at my life.
it's in a complete mess. I'm still fooling around even thought exams are this close.
Know wad? I feel like saying : Just fuck off cos I don't wanna die with y'all
then there's my class spirit, i totally agree with justin, it sucks.
it's a shadow of what it used to be.
nobody even bothers to do simple stuff like bring a damn soccer ball.
and i agree, bullying kenny is just fucking stupid la. I know it's weird for me to say this,
cos i've done it before. And I know my mistakes.
But to the others, open your eyes & see, he isn't as bad as u make him out to be!
Even Chng said it, as we know each other better, we start to break off into individual groups,
hardly communicating with the others.
All this strong class-spirit thing has all been bullshit.
Well, if they read this, then good for them.
As for now, I'm going off.
Remember this - Friends as disposable tools...
go think about it.
i've been tons of thinking this few days.
and i've come to this conclusion : Friends are just disposable tools.
after seeing some of em act..
well, maybe it's jealousy, or maybe they think damn highly of themselves,
or maybe i've simply been having too many random thoughts.
This few days hasn't exactly been good,
but at least i've been able to see clearer.
I'm fucking sick of being Mr nice guy 95% of the time.
Right, peer pressure...it's stupid how ppl think its so easy to ignore it.
anw i've been doing some thinking, look at my life.
it's in a complete mess. I'm still fooling around even thought exams are this close.
Know wad? I feel like saying : Just fuck off cos I don't wanna die with y'all
then there's my class spirit, i totally agree with justin, it sucks.
it's a shadow of what it used to be.
nobody even bothers to do simple stuff like bring a damn soccer ball.
and i agree, bullying kenny is just fucking stupid la. I know it's weird for me to say this,
cos i've done it before. And I know my mistakes.
But to the others, open your eyes & see, he isn't as bad as u make him out to be!
Even Chng said it, as we know each other better, we start to break off into individual groups,
hardly communicating with the others.
All this strong class-spirit thing has all been bullshit.
Well, if they read this, then good for them.
As for now, I'm going off.
Remember this - Friends as disposable tools...
go think about it.
Seeing you smile is already enough
Posted on: Sunday, April 22, 2007
Posted at: 12:25 AM
Posted at: 12:25 AM
Well, yeah.
see the post's title,
i mean it. (:
alrightttttt, let's start with 2 days ago,
firstly, the fucking max tune machine (2nd from left) was spoiled again la! ARGHH
then Just, me, Syu & Cleon went to watch Beanie's holi.
well..IMO that show isn't really anything funny..
i think only 1 or 2 scenes actually made me chuckle a lil =X
but hey, of cos even if it's not funny to me that doesn't mean it isn't to others or that it's bad ar!
alright, today i felt good.
i managed to control my spendings. LOL
okok. i wanna stop here.
i've been friggin slpy this past few days~
& yes,
Seeing you smile is already enough. (=
see the post's title,
i mean it. (:
alrightttttt, let's start with 2 days ago,
firstly, the fucking max tune machine (2nd from left) was spoiled again la! ARGHH
then Just, me, Syu & Cleon went to watch Beanie's holi.
well..IMO that show isn't really anything funny..
i think only 1 or 2 scenes actually made me chuckle a lil =X
but hey, of cos even if it's not funny to me that doesn't mean it isn't to others or that it's bad ar!
alright, today i felt good.
i managed to control my spendings. LOL
okok. i wanna stop here.
i've been friggin slpy this past few days~
& yes,
Seeing you smile is already enough. (=
Whatever you define it as.
Posted on: Friday, April 20, 2007
Posted at: 12:56 AM
Posted at: 12:56 AM
Fine, I've been trying to do some thinking this few days, and i've come to this conclusion : I just let my problems & other folks take advantage of me. Yeah, i've been fucking emo this days. mood swings and shit.
as i speak to others & look back myself, i wonder : have i been making a wrong choice all this while?
be it my random thoughts trying to manipulate my thinking or whether it's just a simple damn fact, i know for fucking sure that i'm really sick of this.
I feel more & more like some fucker desperately clinging on to a 'friendship' while i just get ordered around, like some fucker who works for so much just to end up with nothing.
I've been going with the flow all this while, it's been fun, but really beneficial? no.
I've been the pathetic fuck who's following others around.
Difference in thinking? yeah, hell yeah.
I'm following while you're leading your way.
Sure, i'm not perfect,
but no one is.
if y'all wanna hate me for this, go ahead.
i've thought about it, it's better then blindly following.
I think of all the excuses that were given,
and all the times i've been nice and ended up getting into trouble.
You want me to be agreeable 24/7,
while you choose when to be & not to?
How it seems like you're all conspiring.
Jealousy? Pathetic.
All those times when y'all are telling each other stuff,
trying to keep it from me.
So, blame it on my random thoughts if you want.
How much is my random thoughts to be blamed?
You decide, ask yourself how true this is.
Disliked reading this? Kindly - Fuck off.
-----
My heart wants to be with you,
rather then them.
at least you smile,
which gives me a reason to smile.
I feel good with you,
be it silently or when we're having fun.
-----
as i speak to others & look back myself, i wonder : have i been making a wrong choice all this while?
be it my random thoughts trying to manipulate my thinking or whether it's just a simple damn fact, i know for fucking sure that i'm really sick of this.
I feel more & more like some fucker desperately clinging on to a 'friendship' while i just get ordered around, like some fucker who works for so much just to end up with nothing.
I've been going with the flow all this while, it's been fun, but really beneficial? no.
I've been the pathetic fuck who's following others around.
Difference in thinking? yeah, hell yeah.
I'm following while you're leading your way.
Sure, i'm not perfect,
but no one is.
if y'all wanna hate me for this, go ahead.
i've thought about it, it's better then blindly following.
I think of all the excuses that were given,
and all the times i've been nice and ended up getting into trouble.
You want me to be agreeable 24/7,
while you choose when to be & not to?
How it seems like you're all conspiring.
Jealousy? Pathetic.
All those times when y'all are telling each other stuff,
trying to keep it from me.
So, blame it on my random thoughts if you want.
How much is my random thoughts to be blamed?
You decide, ask yourself how true this is.
Disliked reading this? Kindly - Fuck off.
-----
My heart wants to be with you,
rather then them.
at least you smile,
which gives me a reason to smile.
I feel good with you,
be it silently or when we're having fun.
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El-oh-el~
Posted on: Monday, April 16, 2007
Posted at: 11:37 PM
Posted at: 11:37 PM
had extra sci tuition today, geez it finished quite fast.
before it started we went to compass point to find zY, em & monic,
then we hopped on 80 down to kovan ;D
the bus trip was..well...kinda dumb..ahh..
zY & em went down first to zY's home to put some stuff down,
but emily continued carrying ALL her stuff around, LOL.
surprisingly, the extra lessons were over pretty fast!
i know it's half an hr shorter, but it was over before i knew it la, lol.
but maybe, like they always say -
time pasts extra fast when you're enjoying yourself.
and well yeah, i don't know -
be it her smile,
or her hair,
or her gestures,
or her laughter
they just add up to perfection .
wo hao xiang ni!
gosh, i was so tired when i went home, i don't know why.
i seriously headed straight for my bed when i went home,
and POOP! I was on my bed, asleep.
then i woke sometime later to do some stuff like post what i'm posting now..
and yes, i wanna go back to my bed soon, i'm frigginnnnn tired!
okok, i really wanna go off now,
cya, folks.
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It's this, it's that.
somehow, they all add.
i want to be the 1, enjoying the day with you -
in the great outdoors on a clear blue day.
and the 1, spending precious silent time with you -
when we're stuck on a bad black day.
every second i cherish,
every detail i remember ever so clearly.
you're better then what any world class artist
can call their masterpiece.
-----
before it started we went to compass point to find zY, em & monic,
then we hopped on 80 down to kovan ;D
the bus trip was..well...kinda dumb..ahh..
zY & em went down first to zY's home to put some stuff down,
but emily continued carrying ALL her stuff around, LOL.
surprisingly, the extra lessons were over pretty fast!
i know it's half an hr shorter, but it was over before i knew it la, lol.
but maybe, like they always say -
time pasts extra fast when you're enjoying yourself.
and well yeah, i don't know -
be it her smile,
or her hair,
or her gestures,
or her laughter
they just add up to perfection .
wo hao xiang ni!
gosh, i was so tired when i went home, i don't know why.
i seriously headed straight for my bed when i went home,
and POOP! I was on my bed, asleep.
then i woke sometime later to do some stuff like post what i'm posting now..
and yes, i wanna go back to my bed soon, i'm frigginnnnn tired!
okok, i really wanna go off now,
cya, folks.
-----
It's this, it's that.
somehow, they all add.
i want to be the 1, enjoying the day with you -
in the great outdoors on a clear blue day.
and the 1, spending precious silent time with you -
when we're stuck on a bad black day.
every second i cherish,
every detail i remember ever so clearly.
you're better then what any world class artist
can call their masterpiece.
-----
w00tz
Posted on: Sunday, April 15, 2007
Posted at: 11:55 PM
Posted at: 11:55 PM
Right, today was awesome.
tons of fun la.
left house round 2.15 -
was on my way to bugis when i got called back to bring in the clothes, shit la.
freaking hot & sweaty cos i chionged -.-
anw i've not been to bugis for so long la!
i couldn't find the neoprint shop -.- nor the arcade -.-
pathetic me, LOL
anw after some searching i finally found Zhen Ying, Jia Hui & their friend :D
then we took neo prints, hahahaha
(sorry for the money thing!)
aft they left i met cleon there, didn't play MT tho,
decided to go PS to play, LOL.
sian wad.
played abit, had lunch, played summore, left.
haha.
then headed over to J8 to meet syu, for MORE MT. LOL.
arrr fuck it la, the 3rd machine from the right is spoiled ppl!
the 4th gear & the steering wheel, avoid it!
played a shortttt lil while, then left.
whee it was 1 hella fun today.
Yes, IMY too (:
adios, folks
tons of fun la.
left house round 2.15 -
was on my way to bugis when i got called back to bring in the clothes, shit la.
freaking hot & sweaty cos i chionged -.-
anw i've not been to bugis for so long la!
i couldn't find the neoprint shop -.- nor the arcade -.-
pathetic me, LOL
anw after some searching i finally found Zhen Ying, Jia Hui & their friend :D
then we took neo prints, hahahaha
(sorry for the money thing!)
aft they left i met cleon there, didn't play MT tho,
decided to go PS to play, LOL.
sian wad.
played abit, had lunch, played summore, left.
haha.
then headed over to J8 to meet syu, for MORE MT. LOL.
arrr fuck it la, the 3rd machine from the right is spoiled ppl!
the 4th gear & the steering wheel, avoid it!
played a shortttt lil while, then left.
whee it was 1 hella fun today.
Yes, IMY too (:
adios, folks
Yeah
Posted on: Saturday, April 14, 2007
Posted at: 11:58 PM
Posted at: 11:58 PM
Yeahh!
finally got a new skin, hahaha
i like it, lol. obvious rite.
woot, flag day today rocked.
had a hell loadda fun crapping around with 412.
went tuning afterwards, couldn't even 1v1 with matt in peace -.-
cos some other guy joined.
pissed me off,
it was like 720hp vs Two 640hps.
then it happened again later,
except it was Two 720hps vs One 640hp
oh well, at least for the 2nd time round i got 2nd.
and no chance was given? scrub.
so i whipped out my sexy 412 card, hahaha.
got 1st :D
anw i HATE ppl interupting me when i wanna play my own story on my spare card.
and, fuck it. it's now shaded -.-
well that about sums stuff up.
yeap,
adios folks.
-----
yes, i love you.
like i've been doing all this while.
it's a fact that I can't change,
and I'm ok with that,
cause I love you.
so please don't ever leave,
for I shall never let you go.
-----
finally got a new skin, hahaha
i like it, lol. obvious rite.
woot, flag day today rocked.
had a hell loadda fun crapping around with 412.
went tuning afterwards, couldn't even 1v1 with matt in peace -.-
cos some other guy joined.
pissed me off,
it was like 720hp vs Two 640hps.
then it happened again later,
except it was Two 720hps vs One 640hp
oh well, at least for the 2nd time round i got 2nd.
and no chance was given? scrub.
so i whipped out my sexy 412 card, hahaha.
got 1st :D
anw i HATE ppl interupting me when i wanna play my own story on my spare card.
and, fuck it. it's now shaded -.-
well that about sums stuff up.
yeap,
adios folks.
-----
yes, i love you.
like i've been doing all this while.
it's a fact that I can't change,
and I'm ok with that,
cause I love you.
so please don't ever leave,
for I shall never let you go.
-----
I want you, I miss you.
Posted on: Tuesday, April 10, 2007
Posted at: 9:21 PM
Posted at: 9:21 PM
ahh...sian ar,
might as well post a little post here, lol
shit la, max tune is damn expensive -.-
+ i was playing like a noob today,
at least i sorta got my form back at kovan.
yeah, kovan...that shit place.
okok..fine, that shit ass arcade's gd for 1 thing,
it's printing, LOL. it's damn clear, no birthmark, no faded words
hahaha
w00tz, avenged 7fold is damn awesome,
i'm still addicted to em' lmao.
oh well, it's nice la.
haha
anw i had better start playing my CT9A, it's not even at 800hp yet -.-.
and i wanna hit 5k mileage too! lol!
sigh, i'm pretty damn tired this feel days,
i need to get more rest, i guess.
(i guess it was the reason why i played like noob at first?)
ah well, i'm off.
Adios, folks.
-----
I'll always love you,
not only now or later
I'll always love you,
forever.
I'll always think of you,
when i wanna feel happy.
I'll always remember you,
when i'm smiling.
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might as well post a little post here, lol
shit la, max tune is damn expensive -.-
+ i was playing like a noob today,
at least i sorta got my form back at kovan.
yeah, kovan...that shit place.
okok..fine, that shit ass arcade's gd for 1 thing,
it's printing, LOL. it's damn clear, no birthmark, no faded words
hahaha
w00tz, avenged 7fold is damn awesome,
i'm still addicted to em' lmao.
oh well, it's nice la.
haha
anw i had better start playing my CT9A, it's not even at 800hp yet -.-.
and i wanna hit 5k mileage too! lol!
sigh, i'm pretty damn tired this feel days,
i need to get more rest, i guess.
(i guess it was the reason why i played like noob at first?)
ah well, i'm off.
Adios, folks.
-----
I'll always love you,
not only now or later
I'll always love you,
forever.
I'll always think of you,
when i wanna feel happy.
I'll always remember you,
when i'm smiling.
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Alone, all alone. Where are you?
Posted on: Saturday, April 7, 2007
Posted at: 4:28 PM
Posted at: 4:28 PM
Yeah!
Got a new MT card, + it was unshaded!
(from a dcd.)
and hey! it's a CT9A, so yeah,
w00tz~ haha
Avenged 7Fold completely rocks la,
can't stop listening. haha
any1 has their album City Of Evil?
lend it to me!
Alright,
i'm going to study yeah.
I still wanna go out.
life's a bore.
& i've still got this damn running nose..
& cough..
& etc..
-----
So, what if I never hold you,
or kiss your lips again?
So I never want to leave you,
and the memories of us to see.
I beg don't leave me .
-----
Got a new MT card, + it was unshaded!
(from a dcd.)
and hey! it's a CT9A, so yeah,
w00tz~ haha
Avenged 7Fold completely rocks la,
can't stop listening. haha
any1 has their album City Of Evil?
lend it to me!
Alright,
i'm going to study yeah.
I still wanna go out.
life's a bore.
& i've still got this damn running nose..
& cough..
& etc..
-----
So, what if I never hold you,
or kiss your lips again?
So I never want to leave you,
and the memories of us to see.
I beg don't leave me .
-----
The first post of april
Posted on: Wednesday, April 4, 2007
Posted at: 7:08 PM
Posted at: 7:08 PM
Yeap,
i'm posting here cos i'm bored to death.
Going off for dinner soon lol.
sigh, it's been 1 week,
still no news of my wallet.
and i now only have my 412 card left.
shit.
i need a personal MT card!
okok...i'll go get 1 tmr..
i'll see if anyone has a DCD..
dun wanna start from the start lah.
at least I skip 20 stories,
hopefully unshaded la..
-----
Whenever I'm sad or feeling blue,
It cheers me up to think of you.
Your smile is as bright as the sun
When I look at you my heart begins to run
Your eyes are beautiful, it's very true
It makes me happy when i think of you. (:
This is from the bottom of my heart,
please don't treat it as mud.
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i'm posting here cos i'm bored to death.
Going off for dinner soon lol.
sigh, it's been 1 week,
still no news of my wallet.
and i now only have my 412 card left.
shit.
i need a personal MT card!
okok...i'll go get 1 tmr..
i'll see if anyone has a DCD..
dun wanna start from the start lah.
at least I skip 20 stories,
hopefully unshaded la..
-----
Whenever I'm sad or feeling blue,
It cheers me up to think of you.
Your smile is as bright as the sun
When I look at you my heart begins to run
Your eyes are beautiful, it's very true
It makes me happy when i think of you. (:
This is from the bottom of my heart,
please don't treat it as mud.
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