Posted at: 12:20 AM
I promise this isn't gonna be draggy and stuff. No tributes (or not much at least) whatsoever. Just a lil' reflection I suppose? But of course, as always, first things first! So... To all the (almost non-existent) people who still read this blog, I promised this before. So well, here you go!
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THE DIFFERENCE, CHECK IT OUT. HAHAHAHA. This, to me at least, probably ranks somewhere up there, among the top 5 most awesome things that happened this year.
Okay! Moving on, since 2009 is coming to a close, why not take a look back?
So well, 2009 marks the ending of certain things, and also the beginning of other things!
In no particular order..
1)Secondary School Life/Supposed life after O's
Finally, I can say goodbye to it. FOREVER. HAAAA. I've been dreaming of this period of time for the past 4 years, so yeah. Feels really good that it's finally here. But honestly, that being said, I am somewhat disappointed. Life after O's, hasn't really been what I thought it'd be. Y'know, insane parties, mass gatherings, crazy stuff? I don't know... it just hasn't been that happening. Then again, what has happened, has more than made up for it? (: I'm probably just too bored over the past few days I guess. In any case, I can only hope and pray that I do well enough! I must admit, I didn't study as hard as I wished I did. I procrastinated, knowing fully well how important the upcoming month(s) were/was. But then again, I dare say that I did study! Not that much, but I did. So yeah, I just hope that it'd be enough.
2)Love, life and everything else
Admittedly, the first half of the year wasn't exactly very fruitful? But heh, as fate would have it, lit seminar came and went. Along with it, came that chance meeting :). It still seems kinda surreal now. Maybe not to you, but to me, it feels almost like it came straight out of a drama. Chance encounter, lots of texts, a daring encounter, studies, a LOT of random nonsense, a message while watching This Is It, more daring stunts, really nice phone calls which lasted 2-5 hours and voila! You get Awesome^2. Haaa. (:
Sometimes, I look back and wonder how things would've been right now if not for that. It piques my curiousity. But honestly, I don't give a damn. I'd say this, this has probably been the most awesome thing that has happened to me this year, and perhaps for the years ahead. If you plan properly, you can succeed. Heh. Your presence in my life, has been nothing short of a blessing. I love you <3
Moving on, I'm glad that I didn't make certain choices this past four years. Choices that I thought were 'right' 2 years ago. Heh. I'm really, really glad that my friends (I'm sure you guys know who you are :D), while not always seeing eye to eye with me, have given me good advice and kept me steady on the right track. Thank you all so so so much!
Last but not least, God. All this while, He has been there for me, taking care of me and keeping me safe. Apart from that, He has been ever-forgiving and, not only that, blessed me with the best gifts one could ever ask for. Admittedly, I haven't lived like I should in certain ways, but as I grow up and further open my eyes to the world, I believe I can continue to improve.
Alrighty, I think that's as far as I'll go with reflections. I'm not gonna bother with any sorta wishlist I guess. I don't really want much I suppose. Just the usual things, which don't really need to be listed out here.
Just one thing though, I guess I could do without the suanning. HAHAHAHAHA. I'm soooo sorry to everyone who's been on the receiving end. I hardly ever mean it okay! ^^
Right, I'll end here then. Probably be at Ash's house for the countdown tomorrow, so I probably won't be online.
To everyone who reads this, and everyone else out there. Here's wishing you a very, very happy 2010! May all your wishes come through, and all the best!
(p.s. Time's still crawling its way to the 3rd. Bloody hell. And the 31st of January! COME QUICKLY PLEASE! And once again, I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend <3)