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Posted on: Sunday, July 20, 2008
Posted at: 1:47 AM
Posted at: 1:47 AM
woahhh, haven't posted for some time now, have I?
*Long post alert*
Man, I've been thinking a lot this past few days, really.
There are just so many things on my mind nowadays.
I've got so much to say, yet I've got so little time, so yeah.. I'd probably forget certain things until next time =/
Just an interesting thing my teacher once told me, your mind is clearest when you're under the shower host, washing off the dirt on you. Well, I've gotta be honest, I think that that's really true.
So, just as my head was under the shower host awhile back, many things came to my mind. You can say that they were starving dogs that were locked up, once given the key, you couldn't stop them from running free, into my brain in this case.
So let's see...
-Trust
This is one really common question, and I guess this answer is pretty common too :
Q : What's most important in a relationship?
A : Feelings.
Well, I guess that's true, cos w/o feelings, there won't even be a relationship. But what about trust? Isn't that equally important? If two parties can't trust each other, how could they survive being together in body, but apart in heart? Personally, I feel that w/o trust, you won't have many other things, like friends. I guess if no one trusts you, they won't really be there for you, and I think it's fair to say that in this world, it's really quite impossible to be a one-man show all the way, heck. It's impossible.
-Lies
The fastest way to kill trust, lies. Not once perhaps, not twice perhaps, hell, not thrice perhaps. But really, it's quite impossible to continue trusting anyone if they've lied to you repeated, well, not in the near future anyway.
In life, there are times when we're forced to lie, let's say when you need to get out of a tight spot before being toasted by your parents. But then, there are the other times too, the times when you mustn't lie, like in a relationship. Why should there be secrets between 2 people, supposedly so in love? Isn't love supposed to be the greatest thing on pretty fucked up world?
How could I trust you after all this, I'm really sorry but it's all but gone.
-Self Centered-ness
Ah, the never going feelings of self importance. It's in all of us, isn't us?
Wouldn't it be nice, if everyone else was under you? People would do things for you, work for you or even take the blame for you. But if everyone else is under you, wouldn't that make everyone suffer, just for you? Is that really fair?
I'm guessing whoever reads that would be laughing at me, probably thinking that I'm such a naive idiot. Well, maybe I am. So, sue me?
I can't really be bothered. Anyway, is it really that hard to put yourself into someone elses shoe? Can't you just let go off your pride for once and try to find out how while life might be good for you, it could be fucked up for someone else?
Like any slave, he probably has to apologise for your wrongdoings. Can't you apologise for your own shit? Why are you always in the right? Must you always wait for others to apologise first? Take the damn initiative! Is it that hard? Oh, and please, be sincere.
And when you're caught red-handed, you hope for a chance. Well, we all do I guess (: But, here's the thing. Do you truly try to repent, or do you just find some way to cover your mistake and up and make sure that no one catches you again?
Alrighty, enough of my babbling.
~~
So! Went for CHMA today and for SGSS's vocal & band concert on thursday. Both weren't too bad definitely, but the tix still cost me money! D:
Just some of the things that happened over the past 3 nights, nothing school related though.
The vocal & band concert was quite good, had tons of fun there. Too bad Kevin couldn't perform, aww. Reached there slightly late, but still caught most of it. Saw many of my teachers after it too. Headed to Funan's Macs for dinner after that, but was too late. So I headed for some food court with Kevin and Kuan (the rest went their own seperate ways) had dinner/supper there before taking 147 back to central and 53 back home.
Caught The Dark Knight on friday night. Met the others slightly late as usual, but hey, I was on time for the movie. Heck, I had time to spare. :D Bought myself a cuppa nuts and a hotdog for dinner. (I really regret that, cinema food is freaking expensive. But there was no choice though, that was my dinner.) Managed to get a ride on the last bus home so that saved me $ on cabbing fees (bloody expensive to cab nowadays }:< ) And back I was, home sweet home.
And finally, went for CHMA just now. Pretty much the same every year I guess (like how I'm never lucky in the lucky draw, LOL.) I was late, again... But still reached there before the thing actually started, so yeah, whew. ^^' . Met b there too. Headed to J8 macs for dinner/supper after that before going up to TKA for a short lil while. Trained back with B after that before finally cabbing home. (853's last bus is WAY too early #%#&#@@#! ) And back I was, home sweet home.
So yeah, that basically sums up everything so far.
Adios folks
-Tags
Thongs : hahaha, don't give up, must work hard. all the best! :DD
Ashwind : Of course. *smirks* hahaha.
Jeth : lolol, okayokay.
Shuting : hahaha, thanks, both for tagging and the well wishes! I shall try :D
Ryuu : haha hello Eddy, thanks for the compliment & tag! :D
~Open up my eyes to the things unseen~
*Long post alert*
Man, I've been thinking a lot this past few days, really.
There are just so many things on my mind nowadays.
I've got so much to say, yet I've got so little time, so yeah.. I'd probably forget certain things until next time =/
Just an interesting thing my teacher once told me, your mind is clearest when you're under the shower host, washing off the dirt on you. Well, I've gotta be honest, I think that that's really true.
So, just as my head was under the shower host awhile back, many things came to my mind. You can say that they were starving dogs that were locked up, once given the key, you couldn't stop them from running free, into my brain in this case.
So let's see...
-Trust
This is one really common question, and I guess this answer is pretty common too :
Q : What's most important in a relationship?
A : Feelings.
Well, I guess that's true, cos w/o feelings, there won't even be a relationship. But what about trust? Isn't that equally important? If two parties can't trust each other, how could they survive being together in body, but apart in heart? Personally, I feel that w/o trust, you won't have many other things, like friends. I guess if no one trusts you, they won't really be there for you, and I think it's fair to say that in this world, it's really quite impossible to be a one-man show all the way, heck. It's impossible.
-Lies
The fastest way to kill trust, lies. Not once perhaps, not twice perhaps, hell, not thrice perhaps. But really, it's quite impossible to continue trusting anyone if they've lied to you repeated, well, not in the near future anyway.
In life, there are times when we're forced to lie, let's say when you need to get out of a tight spot before being toasted by your parents. But then, there are the other times too, the times when you mustn't lie, like in a relationship. Why should there be secrets between 2 people, supposedly so in love? Isn't love supposed to be the greatest thing on pretty fucked up world?
How could I trust you after all this, I'm really sorry but it's all but gone.
-Self Centered-ness
Ah, the never going feelings of self importance. It's in all of us, isn't us?
Wouldn't it be nice, if everyone else was under you? People would do things for you, work for you or even take the blame for you. But if everyone else is under you, wouldn't that make everyone suffer, just for you? Is that really fair?
I'm guessing whoever reads that would be laughing at me, probably thinking that I'm such a naive idiot. Well, maybe I am. So, sue me?
I can't really be bothered. Anyway, is it really that hard to put yourself into someone elses shoe? Can't you just let go off your pride for once and try to find out how while life might be good for you, it could be fucked up for someone else?
Like any slave, he probably has to apologise for your wrongdoings. Can't you apologise for your own shit? Why are you always in the right? Must you always wait for others to apologise first? Take the damn initiative! Is it that hard? Oh, and please, be sincere.
And when you're caught red-handed, you hope for a chance. Well, we all do I guess (: But, here's the thing. Do you truly try to repent, or do you just find some way to cover your mistake and up and make sure that no one catches you again?
Alrighty, enough of my babbling.
~~
So! Went for CHMA today and for SGSS's vocal & band concert on thursday. Both weren't too bad definitely, but the tix still cost me money! D:
Just some of the things that happened over the past 3 nights, nothing school related though.
The vocal & band concert was quite good, had tons of fun there. Too bad Kevin couldn't perform, aww. Reached there slightly late, but still caught most of it. Saw many of my teachers after it too. Headed to Funan's Macs for dinner after that, but was too late. So I headed for some food court with Kevin and Kuan (the rest went their own seperate ways) had dinner/supper there before taking 147 back to central and 53 back home.
Caught The Dark Knight on friday night. Met the others slightly late as usual, but hey, I was on time for the movie. Heck, I had time to spare. :D Bought myself a cuppa nuts and a hotdog for dinner. (I really regret that, cinema food is freaking expensive. But there was no choice though, that was my dinner.) Managed to get a ride on the last bus home so that saved me $ on cabbing fees (bloody expensive to cab nowadays }:< ) And back I was, home sweet home.
And finally, went for CHMA just now. Pretty much the same every year I guess (like how I'm never lucky in the lucky draw, LOL.) I was late, again... But still reached there before the thing actually started, so yeah, whew. ^^' . Met b there too. Headed to J8 macs for dinner/supper after that before going up to TKA for a short lil while. Trained back with B after that before finally cabbing home. (853's last bus is WAY too early #%#&#@@#! ) And back I was, home sweet home.
So yeah, that basically sums up everything so far.
Adios folks
-Tags
Thongs : hahaha, don't give up, must work hard. all the best! :DD
Ashwind : Of course. *smirks* hahaha.
Jeth : lolol, okayokay.
Shuting : hahaha, thanks, both for tagging and the well wishes! I shall try :D
Ryuu : haha hello Eddy, thanks for the compliment & tag! :D
~Open up my eyes to the things unseen~