Why can't you tell me? Do you know how much I miss you?
Posted on: Saturday, February 17, 2007
Posted at: 1:23 AM
Ya know,
it's true.

i know Myself best. but how the Fuck am I supposed to know what y'all hate about me when no one says anything?
Yeah, i know y'all are being nice, and i appreciate it. (seriously.)

I've been an ass at time, I know that. but it ain't on purpose & i'll try to change
BUT, some people don't like certain stuff i do to make em' happy.

so, Please tell me whatcha unhappy about.

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a man can't see everything around him,
he needs people to point out his mistakes.
that's why he needs friends to point em' out for him,
spare him the heartaches.
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Anyway, i just talked to her just now,
& i remembered this line very clearly -"we might not be meeting again"
& you wouldn't say why.

i seriously can't think about life w/o you, it just will suck.
fine, maybe i never said it loud & clear, but I love you.

did cha know how shocked & upset i was when i saw that msg?

so, please, let this be it a joke.

btw people..i'm sorry..but..i'm starting to have those fucking random thoughts again.
i'm gonna try to get rid of em'.

& i think i really hurt my knee quite badly yesterday, after i jumped from the fence.
now it can hurt w/o any notice, Damn.

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I loved you,
I really did.
I'd change for you,
in any lil bit.

so baby please,
don't be like this.

life without you just ain't right,
i don't wanna just think of ya every night.

Why can't we be Together?
i'd love you forEver
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